Well, here it is another Sunday, and how do I choose to celebrate the day of God's rest from all that he created? By watching a Law and Order marathon naturally. *sigh* You'd think this would be a pivotal moment of great introspection on the shallowness of how I choose to spend my time. You'd think so anyway. I'm too busy presently wallowing in a great big vat of Self-Pity probably soon to be followed by a Woe Is Me nap. I'm not giving up......but I am giving in...for today at least. Oh wait, I did that already yesterday, didn't I? Do me a favor and back away quietly while I draw the covers of my head. It's not polite to watch a grown woman cry.
June 6, 2010
June 4, 2010
The Prodigal Daughter Returns....Uh..Again
As you can see by the HUGE gap in between my posting dates, I've been a bit lax of late regarding my new found resolve to change. And by lax, of course I mean sliding back into the exact same self-pitying patterns that got me here in the first place. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I simply lazy, still in denial? I hope not but probably.
My best friend and I have decided to start reading the Bible together next week.....our collective quest to make some kind of sense in our otherwise directionless life...kind of a Beginner's Bible for Dummies....us of course providing the Dummy part. I plan to blog about our progress and what I (hopefully) take away from our studies. I've never been a big fan of having scriptures thrown at me like softballs....my first reaction is usually to duck. I want to figure out how the scriptures fit into the real world.....and just maybe I'll figure the same thing out about my self.
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